Still out of a job. It's hard to know for sure whether or not I'm going off to college in the fall or if I'll be stuck here another year. If I'm stuck here, I'm gonna try to get a NICE job in Mandarin like at Citibank or Blue Cross Blue Shield, but if i'm only here for 3 months, then maybe I should stick to something that won't matter if i quit in a few months like waitressing or something. Not sure where I'll work, or if I'll even like it. I enjoyed one waitressing job, but the mangement was horrible. The other waitressing job was hell on earth. So....Atleast then I'll be able to take time off whenever I want so can come see me and I can go visit him. Paul's such a cool guy? I wonder if everyone on the planet Earth knows that yet....I wonder if anyone even reads these? haha! Vanish!

Man, I feel real heavy today. Paul left for home yesterday and I still feel completely wiped out from our whirlwind vaction. I found out today I lost my job with Lenscrafters because I hadn't worked there in 3 months. I'm leaving for Dallas in less than 3 months, and I haven't a single penny to my name. I'm in debt $600 with no current forseeable income. I'm really getting some doubts. Like maybe I'm supposed to take a year off so I can earn the money and then go to school afterwards. *deep sigh* Please no. I really do NOT want to be a graphic designer as my only job. I really want to go out to college in Texas. I also really want to visit Paul up in Canada for a week or so, I miss the guy.

I guess I better stop complaining and finish my school work though. I'm so sick of school....Why do I have to take summer classes? I still feel so burnt out! Vanish!

I'm nearly done with my very FIRST FLASH animation! It's quite cheesy and probably no one will get it except Lucas and Paul but---whatever! It was a learning process and I still think its' cute.

I went to the Symphony last night with Lucas. Man o man! You don't know what cool is until you've heard and entire Symphonic Orchestra play the Indiana Jones theme! I wigged out so much that I think I freaked out Lucas! Man, it was so cool though! All the little bows of the violins going up and down in unison. It was a very cool experience and I'd definetly do it again!

One more week of school!
My Birthday is in two Weeks!
And Paul will be here in Three!
Jo El's Graduate Show is in Four!

Something to look forward to every week for an entire month!
Alright! Vanish!

It's been a long time since I uploaded any art, but I thought I'd try some for a change. School will be out in a few weeks then I hit summer school..But in between that time hopefully Paul, Pdaoust, will come visit me! Man, that'll be a blast! Hopefully next week I can post pictures from the trip to the Ravines I'm going to take with Lucas. All the azalea's are in full bloom! I love Spring! Vanish!

Yeah! Tomorrow is the last day until Spring Break! Everyone at school is so ancy for it to start! I know several people who have already skipped out on classes just to hit the beach! Too bad next week's forecast is 30% rain ALL week long! Hopefully I'll be able to go atleast twice, I love the Spring feel on the beach! Too bad Paul isn't going to be there to share it with me though *pout* Hopefully after the semester is over he'll come down! Yeah! Vanish!